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No Air

Posted in Genre - Collaborations, Genre - Emotional, Genre - Love, Genre - Spoken Word with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on May 7, 2012 by Mase Da Rula

 

No Air

(Poetic Collaboration between .Mase Da Rula. & Isis Sun)
.Mase Da Rula.

patiently pacing round
putrid proven paths
perceiving

pondering plentiful
pragmatic permutations
perversely

…thinking…

I….
must be afflicted
with a curse

torturous terror
torments torridly
thrashing & trashing
terrible thoughts
deep into my soul

breath lost

\./~Baby~\./

no air
has filled these lungs
since your existence
came to cessation

left without my crutch
cause nobody can replace ya

love’s livid life
left lorn
lost
long gone

what am I
to do
/…..?…..\

I’m like a bird
with no song

like a fish
and no water

like a father
with no daughter

led like a lamb
to a sacrificial slaughter

death seems minuscule
to the feelings I feel now

[.-.]tell me[.-.]

how am I suppose
to breathe with no air?

claustrophobic catastrophes
cleansing & ceasing my
calm collective

eradicating erroneously
each and everything
…I…
elastically envelope
dearly

…sincerely…

I am nothing without you

 Isis sun

cold clammy conscience
created consant complexities
corrupting

true tenacious tendencies
taunting traumatically
like thorns trapped tangibly

…sinking…
shipwrecked solitude
has chastised me from

\*your love*/

persecuted passion
pacing & promoting
pain’s propoganda
forcing false judgement calls

I fall…lifeless…

<<…breathless…>>

…Still…
love’s air
deserted spaces we
used to occupy-
no signs we’d rectify

when it seems we both desire
a sensual fire rekindled
solare flares of sweet seduction
imbue our inner core

and I need for you even
//*more*\\

marginated moments
manifested methodically
manipulate memories

…and…

I can’t forget
about
((~you~))

I’m like a book
with no cover

like a plant
with no sunlight

like a scholar
with no insight

disentegrating slowly
like a nubian star
lost in Ngame’s deep night

losing you has no place
in the love that defined
—>us<—

bountiful burdens
besiege broken
borders by
bullous beguilement

arresting all amorous
actions I attempted
to accurately apply
…affectionately…

~~I~~

….have nothing without you…

  .Mase Da Rula.

\ .and./

with nothing
who can I be?

…just a…

mindless mortal
morbidly meddling
modishly

lost within
love’s
odyssey

{~honestly~}

how am I
to survive
this oddity?

left blank
like unused scrolls
invisible syntax
not even a dot
of morse code

[-_-}truly[-_-}

half-full
waiting to be made whole

~by you~

 Isis sun

:>>my heart<<:
marches to the beats
of passion’s rhythm

…..but….

without your love as my
**music**
my thoughts become

darkened dreams
delivering
dispair & disillusion

hopeful hearts hasten
to hold on to
ardor’s fusion

~~seclusion~~

will the love we have
endure this
delusion?

repititious rancor
reduced the bond
we once enjoyed…

now the cost becomes a riddled
{{~~void~~))

{-_-] faithfully[-_-}

I realize in the end that
by your side is where I
move hastily….
to you, I….

~belong~

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Novocaine Jane

Posted in Genre - Emotional, Genre - Love, Genre - Spoken Word with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on December 30, 2011 by Mase Da Rula

*click play to listen while reading*

Novocaine Jane

From the inner most recesses
of my darkest desires
she came into fruition
a venom laden temptress

easily disrupting my every move
severing each & every one
of my senses
stalking me as prey relentless

sizing me up
taking note of my ferociousness
my mind lost in disarray 
that I allowed her into my existence without resisting

feeling…
trapped
entangled
& imprisoned

as she feasts upon my mental
& derogates my physical
leaving very little
just scraps & bones

small remnants of a man once renown
this woman here has showed me
a pain I never would have known 
one that penetrates deep into bone
engraved on the spark that was once my soul

driving home sentiments that seemingly so cold
ones that I can not feel
for they never existed in my world

a love so intriguing
it has left me numb to the world
for she is detrimental & beneficial
emblematical of the word…

Written by
.Mase Da Rula.
©2012