Archive for feelings

Blood Of My Dreams

Posted in Genre - Emotional with tags , , , , , , , on February 13, 2017 by Mase Da Rula

Blood Of My Dreams

In these…

turbulent times I surmised
along the lines
the darkness devouring minds
like ice cream in the summer

thoughts trickling down
as reason is melted away
and logic is torn asunder
I wonder…

if false facades
fraudulently fixate
fictitious fallacies
fanatically

molding deceit
like clay into figurines
soldered into existence
wrecking havoc unclean

seldom seen
eras reigned pristine
as the fruit of our endeavors
are bled desolate

devoid of anything substantial
worthy of being labeled

reputable enough of being saved
for a bleak future

sitting idly still
as festering sutures
leak strange things
thick & malordorously unkeen

just a vile by-product
when you allow
life’s negativity

to trample over your dreams

written by
.MaseDaRula.®©™
Diesel From Tha D Inc

Kissed By An Angel

Posted in Genre - Emotional, Genre - Love with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 22, 2014 by Mase Da Rula

Kissed By An Angel

as the light shines upon
the very fabric of my soul
illuminating my dreams
brighter than any star
the heavens could ever create

brought forth into realization
…this…
actuality becoming the totality
of everything I hold
near and dear to my heart

such feelings being enhanced
by an immaculate
radiating glory
epitomizing my story
of how I fell carelessly for thee

head over heels
in amour’s gentle bliss
feels like my entire body’s
been kissed
kissed by an angel

perfectly crafted exuberance
even god couldn’t arrange it
for things like this
are just exactly what it
the beginning of love’s eternal grip

on me

written by
.King Mase 357.®©™
Diesel From Tha D Inc.2014©

Faded Pictures

Posted in Genre - Emotional, Genre - Love with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 16, 2014 by Mase Da Rula

Faded Pictures

Staring at this moment in time,
the tears begin to roll down my face
leaving me mementos of a happier era

One where I loved you as all hell,
try as I might not to feel so passionately,
knowing if I let the river love flow naturally
that you would be overwhelmed…

Swept away down stream
and lost to me for all eternity
because of who I am and how I feel
is too strong for people to bare

You wonder why I strive for perfection,
cause all my flaws would murder
the perception of who I really am

Just a man…
a single individual who’s clay can not be molded
into a beautiful structure like yourself
I’m just a man
longing to be loved
and love the same

Sitting here crying enough tears to fill up oceans
I’m crying these tears of sadness
not cause I am sad to see you go
My Volatile Princess
I cry these tears because I am
not the man that owns your heart

Try as I might to occupy your every thought,
I see that my effort didn’t have the intended effect
so I stand here out in the open baring my soul to you
the cold giving my heart frostbite

I am sorry that the man
I wanna be and the man I am
do not coincide with
the darkness that allures you

Like faded pictures,
it seems like the glimmer of hope
I once had has vanished
so now all I am left with
is this moment

A Moment Stuck In Time

written by 
.KING 3-5-7.®©™ 
Diesel From Tha D Inc © 2014

Alluding the Illusion

Posted in Genre - Emotional, Genre - Spoken Word with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 14, 2014 by Mase Da Rula

alluding the illusion

seeing my vision
slowing down to a stand still
I feel sorta like I am
caught in the Matrix
existence in this pseudo reality
really doesn’t suit me well
its thick like dense fog
rolling low to the ground
in the morning time

suffocating to say the least
this stifling entity engulfing
my perception of what’s certain
binding and blinding me
from the light of whats true
this light
the substance we all live for
taken like away like child playthings
never to be seen no more

all rationale thrown to the wayside
I just want to be free from this torture
which needles away at me slowly
unjustly lodged in my brain
amounting enough pressure
to turn coal into diamonds
mentally…
words dance aimlessly
like heathens in pagan rituals

caring less and less about my lost reality
secondary it’s becoming..
welcoming the fraudulent falsehoods
like it was absolute truth
still..I question myself
how do I allude this illusion?
free myself from this morbid nexus
and take my rightful place in this duration

trying any
and everything I can to break
the shackles that bind
feels like I am peeling off my skin
one cell at a time
blood profusely soaking my fingertips
becoming mementos of my imprisonment
Can I Be Free?
or is this false life my only destiny?

I wonder….

written by
.Mase Da Rula.®©™
Diesel From Tha D Inc

Cold World

Posted in General Conversation with tags , , , , , , , on October 3, 2012 by Mase Da Rula

Cold World

living in a world so cold
the icy predicaments
changing all possible variables
of what we called existence

negative degree temperatures
rage tremendously on my mind
my frostbitten intellect hardly recollects
any memory of the passage of time

everything seemingly pale
as the ice entombs all
in it bitterly cold prison
I wonder….. is this living?

gritting and baring through the elements
as they pierce through frigid flesh
like spikes on harden soil
blood turning hues..a beautiful shade of blue

as my mind loses stability
forgetting all traces of you
you..the ice hurricane
flash freezing my heart

guess love doesn’t exist
in a world that was cold
from the start

written by
.Mase Da Rula.®©™
Diesel From Tha D Inc