Archive for November, 2010

Tales of A Murdered Heart

Posted in Genre - Emotional with tags , , , , on November 30, 2010 by Mase Da Rula

Tales of A Murdered Heart

Standing in a room
darker than pitch black
extreme suspense takes
a hold of my dying heart……
watching it take its last few beats
blood spilling out from thence
you can see my life force
evaporating like condensation
when it hits warm air

Pondering this tragic anomaly
noticing how dire
the situation really is
I take a step back
and look how I traveled
to this point in time…
seeing the flashbacks
as if they were
full length movies in my mind

The love that once
encompassed my being
is what bring the curtains down
on the stage play of my heart
believing in the immaculate wonders
of it
love’s betrayal struck back
ripped my flesh entwined
and pierced right through..

Leaving a gapping hole
to stand as a testimony
of the horrendous act
that just took place
not having a second
to even contemplate
my options
if any
of what was about to be fold me

And as I stare down
at this lifeless pile of flesh
I once called a heart
I read between the moments
of life and death
seeing eerie shadow of the Grim Reaper
when he comes to reprocess what left of me
I can tell him that
these are the tales of a murdered heart

written by
.Mase Da Rula.®©™
Diesel From Tha D Inc © 2010

When It Rains, Its Just God Crying

Posted in Genre - Emotional, Genre - Spoken Word with tags , , , , , on November 27, 2010 by Mase Da Rula

When It Rains, Its Just God Crying

As the rain falls outside my window
watching the tears of god pelt the pane
a sudden emotion blankets my attention
and I begin to feel the pain of our creator
not saying I totally understand what he/she/it feels
but for the most part realizing that we as his children
as far from what was envisioned many millennium ago.

The apple has most definitely fallen far from the tree
When god made man, he made him perfect
and since that time we have fallen from atop that throne
First came that damn apple that made us lose paradise
there..we invented sin and from that point on
we invented things like war, disease, murder
and countless other gruesome atrocities.

When it rains, its just god crying
trying to wash away the sins of his children
damping the earth so that our vileness
doesn’t leave a stain upon
the white cloth of the world
So as his tears stream down from the clouds
heaven opens up for a brief moment
and as I look up there I can feel what god feels
and I cry too.

God only makes three requests of his children
Do the best you can, where you are
and with what you have now
and we as mankind have been misusing
everything we were already given
And as I sympathize with god……
I would cry too if my children forgot from whence they came.

I was once told true remorse
is never just a regret over consequence
it is a regret over motive
I know a billion apologies wouldn’t make up for our sins
but Dear Lord….
I’m sorry for making you cry.

written by
.Mase Da Rula.®©™
Diesel From Tha D Inc © 2010

Echoes of Love

Posted in Genre - Emotional, Genre - Love with tags , , , , , on November 5, 2010 by Mase Da Rula

Echoes of Love

for what seemed
like eternity to me
she mumbled
…goodbye?

as she walked away
setting ablaze a trail
of emptiness in my universe
that can not be filled

frosted over sentiments
crack and crumble
like decrepit monuments

remaining
as placeholders
of the day
my world ended

and then…
my ego repented
for I always loved you
on par as God do

and I too…
cry and cry
as the tears dye
my soul black as the nights sky

hearing your voice
echoing in the abyss in reply
“I get lonely too”
puts a gleam in my eye

for the love
emanated between us
empowers my devotion
for all time

loving you like
the parallel between
infinity and a never ending line

written by
.Mase Da Rula.®©™
Diesel From Tha D Inc © 2010